Compromise wrote:
Am I the only one that thought she was being pathetic with the whole 'holding herself together' thing? Because I thought she was just being petty and stupid- i know she lost her true love, but she didnt have holes in her chest, and she is not going to break into pieces. I thought it was a pretty weird reaction, but the whole book was basically about the "holes".
I think that was just Bela's (SM's) way of describing the panic/anxiety attacks Bella has whenever she allows herself to think of the Cullens. (because that's what they sound like symptom wise..the whole hyperventalating, I can't breathe thing) and admittedly yeah I thought it was a little pathetic...If it were me I wouldn't have ever gotton over it completely but I wouldn't be holding myself together and walking around like a zombie and would do my best to move on with my life.




